tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5794003589871580138.post8717133651123107133..comments2024-01-20T02:59:47.120-08:00Comments on Reflections on Life : post estrangement: on the brink Renate Dundys Marrellohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10554730481349533628noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5794003589871580138.post-46477934040798039602017-01-10T11:34:47.446-08:002017-01-10T11:34:47.446-08:00I feel that there is a deep truth in your words fo...I feel that there is a deep truth in your words for me. After 7 years fully estrangement I made at last the move which I have felt absolutely necessary for some time. I moved 5 hours to north, to countnryside to begin a new life on my own in my dream house. At first I felt physical pain for two weeks everywhere in my body and mind but after crying one night I felt to be ready for this change. In my earlier place the walls, floors and ceilings had collected so much pain and grieving that I felt there was no more place for myself. Thats why I chose to move and leave some things of my process behind me. It has been a process of almost three years and now I know that I have waited enough for my daughter to return - but no more. I do not even want her back after realizing how she treated me even when she knew I was seriously ill and going through kemo and other treatments. No more. I am so thankful to life itself that my eyes opened. <br />Marmustoihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15417654601069542300noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5794003589871580138.post-51774280404835967252017-01-10T09:49:42.485-08:002017-01-10T09:49:42.485-08:00I have read this post 4 times. I love how you took...I have read this post 4 times. I love how you took the complicated and simplified it. Let's take that next adventure you wrote about. I am ready to face those healing questions. Heidihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15527525936075418777noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5794003589871580138.post-53438869690467034172016-01-12T06:02:18.624-08:002016-01-12T06:02:18.624-08:00Thank you-
Thank you-<br />Susan4440https://www.blogger.com/profile/14616355837830829016noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5794003589871580138.post-30310319052572836922016-01-11T05:42:36.084-08:002016-01-11T05:42:36.084-08:00Fear!
Fear of what a real conversation and commun...Fear!<br /><br />Fear of what a real conversation and communication and an attempt at understanding might reveal about not only us but also about them.<br /><br />Most actions or non actions in life come back to fear. Renate Dundys Marrellohttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10554730481349533628noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5794003589871580138.post-64275912039986259822016-01-11T04:42:01.623-08:002016-01-11T04:42:01.623-08:00You always speak to me. Question if you don't...You always speak to me. Question if you don't mind-it seems to be a common trait of these estranged adult children that they won't explain or talk about the reasons they estranged themselves. Why in your wisdom do you think that is? It's just hard to wrap my head around sometimes.Susan4440https://www.blogger.com/profile/14616355837830829016noreply@blogger.com